divorces my thoughts. I remember still, the notes you’d write to me and one I still

Recall said you’d never go but here you are, a distant memory now… I know how it feels to be in a room filled with family and friends and still feel alone, how funny it is that when you left, my happiness left with you I remember the slow music, jazz and love jams, that made being close to you even sweeter, how the lyrics would describe our every silent utterance

How I remember being in love, Puppy eyes and hopelessly in love, with you between my arms, nothing dared ever, you were all my spirituality could ever connect to but now you are gone

There was a time I was at peace and I remember it even more now… Lilies in the meadow dressed in morning pearls, sunrises covering my face with a distant calm heat and greeting me with a peaceful serenity, Birds at a distant ushering the morning gossip of glories yet to be attained

That was my peace and it is all gone now and it perches at a distant horizon…

I remember now I had dreams for us and I lost them holding on to one, one that you will never leave my side and now I continue to dream on All I remember now is that you left. How I stretch my arms and try to catch you little sparrow, my feet heavy from the burden I carry

Yet I still run and hope that one day I will find you my love like the promise I made if you dared to remember.